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Monday, November 7, 2016

I'm in Print!





This week, the new issue of our local county magazine came off the press and inside you can find an article I wrote entitled "Growing Older, Riding Stronger".  I would like to thank my friends Grace and Cary Kanoy for this opportunity to share my mountain bike experiences with all of Davidson County.  Also, thanks to Cary for the great photo spread of me riding his backyard pumptrack this summer! 
The magazine also includes some other great write-ups on local backyard builders (including my bf, Brad!) as well as featuring local beef producers and small batch brewing companies making their homes in Davidson County, NC.

Here is my article, as I submitted it (The print version has had some editing done and does not read quite the same as this, but I wanted to share this with all of those who can't get their hands on a print version!):


The hot days of summer in North Carolina always bring back the memories of my first serious forays into mountain biking. I rode bikes as a child, used a Huffy to commute and explore with in college, and dabbled in riding trails in the woods when I first met my former husband. It was all fun, but I’ve never felt so adventurous and daring on a bicycle as I do now that I am in my 40s. 

I’ve always been a bit of a tomboy and rode and trained horses for quite a few years. I just enjoy being outdoors, and especially in the woods. I had never thought much about mountain biking seriously because I wasn’t exposed to it beyond the bikes I saw in Wal-Mart. My former husband dabbled in mountain biking and when we split it became my portal to peace in the woods. 
 
I began my more serious riding at Country Park in Greensboro seven years ago this summer.  Through online bike forums I created a Friday night ladies’ night at the skills park there known as the “Zone”.  Many of the ladies I met through our Friday night rides are still good friends and ride partners. I also met my current boyfriend, Brad, when some of the ladies invited their boyfriends and their friends. Brad introduced me to more trail riding, helped me find the perfect bike for the trails I wanted to ride, and eventually got me hooked on my current passion…Downhill mountain biking.
Downhill, or Gravity, mountain biking takes place mostly at ski resorts, or at mountains dedicated solely to the sport of mountain biking. Riders take the lift up with their bikes and then ride down the mountain on trails through the woods that can be smooth and flowy with jumps and berms, or steep and technical with rocks, roots, and difficult features. No matter what type of trail, they all go down and require little, if any, uphill pedaling.  Riders can reach high speeds and most bikes ridden at “bike parks” are specially designed for the sport with advanced suspension and very, very strong brakes. Almost any good mountain bike can be ridden on the more beginner friendly terrain at downhill parks, making it accessible to anyone, but the more advanced terrain requires proper equipment and good skills to stay safe!

Five years ago this summer, my boyfriend introduced me to “downhill” at Snowshoe Bike Park in West Virginia, and rented me a downhill mountain bike to ride on my birthday. I was so excited and so very, very nervous. Our very first ride was down a trail called “10 Gallon” and I came around a corner and found myself rolling down a somewhat steeper section of trail that was like a rock stairway. I just kept looking forward and tried to stay loose and trust the bike to roll down those rocks with me still attached. I recall reaching the bottom of that section and finding Brad in awe that I had ridden it.  (To this day, that section of trail makes me nervous!  It is challenging!)  Every time we reached the bottom of the mountain that day and got on the lift to ride back up, Brad would ask me if I was having fun. The answer was always a tentative “yes”. The trails were intimidating, but the bike just rolls over stuff you never think it would.
 
Downhill trails, when viewed from the start, can look like an impossible maze of roots and rocks, but once you start to develop an “eye” for how you can flow through and over the obstacles (like water) and begin to trust that your bike is built to ride that way, it becomes addictive. The sport really forces you to think quickly and problem solve in the moment. Finding your flow through the trail becomes a puzzle to solve, both with your brain and with your body.  Some call it a sport for adrenaline junkies. Yes, it is a bit of an adrenaline rush, but much of the joy that I have found in it comes from the rush of confidence I get from solving the puzzles the mountain offers and finding the flow on the trail. There is really nothing that compares to it. The rest of the world disappears when you find that flow on the trail and you are truly living in the moment. 

I did so well that first time at Snowshoe that Brad suggested maybe I try some racing the following year.  At the time there were very few women in the area participating in the sport.  When I did race the next season, I was one of 4 ladies at most races and there were maybe 2 more in all of North Carolina.  The sport has grown tremendously since then.  Today, I personally know at least 30 women in NC who enjoy riding downhill on a regular basis.  I also coach those new to DH and just helped introduce the sport and some of its skills to 7 new women at Beech Mountain this month.

I still do ride trails locally quite often.  Downhill riding is reserved for weekends off since it requires travel to the mountains.  It also requires a fit rider, and that means lots of riding on local trails and pumptracks on my non-downhill bike.  I am so happy to live in Davidson County where we have access to so many great trails in the nearby vicinity as well as the potential for new trails in places like Finch Park. This will help bring even more women into mountain biking since what it really takes is just knowing that it is accessible to anyone. One does not need a fancy bike or a certain level of fitness to start and there are no age restrictions on fun!  I think many women are a bit intimidated by the sport.  You can get injured, and you will get dirty, but if you ride within your skill level it is a sport for anyone at any age. I actually believe it is safer as you get older because you tend to have a clearer realization of your limits and recognize when you actually have achieved the skills needed to push them. And when you push those limits it can bring about amazing things for you. It is interesting how much of what you learn on a bike can transfer over into real life.  It not only strengthens physical muscles, but also helps develop courage when faced with seemingly insurmountable obstacles and trust in your abilities.

I encourage anyone with a nugget of interest in mountain biking to get out there and try it, especially all the ladies. In five years you might amaze yourself as much as I have.  I never had any dreams of being a Gravity National Champion, but I have achieved that and many other goals, both athletic and personal, and I am in better physical shape than I have ever been in my life, and I turned 42 this summer. There are many more adventures awaiting me and I hope they all include mountain bikes.

Thursday, January 14, 2016

10 Years of Practice Makes Perfect, Maybe

I have a problem with this: living with intent.  I want to have goals and I definitely have dreams and I always feel like I need a plan of some sort, but I forget about living each day with intention. Not focusing so much on the goal, but instead on the process.  Processes are long and tedious, but when we focus on them fully and intentionally we will achieve things we never thought possible.  I tend to get frozen by the vision of my goals and how huge they are and they end up stopping me in my tracks.  So I keep picking up the same goals again and again and again, realize how huge they are and never make any progress toward them.

This year I am making a point to focus more on the process and enjoy the ride (both on bikes and in life!) I have a very full schedule with at least 30 hours of work a week, 15 credits of classes in my last semester as a Computer Programming major, and the intention of doing some actual bike racing this season. I have been so desperate these past few years to do well in my downhill racing that I have lost sight of why I do it.  I really enjoy the competition and the riding and the atmosphere, but I think I spent too much time on social media seeing my fellow competitors kicking ass and taking names while I was unable to even race and when I did race, my performance was not what I had hoped for.  This depressed me and made me less motivated to get out and work on my performance.  I am very hard on myself and having grown up being picked on all through grade school and high school my self esteem has its fragile moments.  I have trouble seeing my own strengths and often end up feeling only mediocre in everything I pursue.  This year I hope to just focus on me and have fun with my bikes and my racing. 

I am currently reading an excellent book titled Body Mind Mastery by Dan Millman which is an excellent read and I highly recommend it for anyone whether you participate in sports or not.  One quote from Millman's book which really resonated for me was "An overnight success usually takes about 10 years". I have only been riding bikes for 6 years seriously.  I feel like I've learned a lot, but have not progressed nearly as fast as some of my friends and fellow competitors.  I think age, limited resources, and fear of being injured has a lot to do with that. There is a lot that goes on quietly behind the scenes of great successes that you never hear about, while some people do just come out of nowhere, but then fade away just as quickly because they really didn't work on their base skills.  So if anyone out there is struggling in sport or life, just keep on keeping on and your time will come.  Keep working on your dreams with daily intention and they will come to fruition.  My dream is to stand on the podium at Mountain Bike Nationals at Snowshoe in 2017.  If that is only in Cat 1, that is okay by me.  I keep thinking I have to be Pro by now because all the ladies that I started out competing with have moved up, but their situations are different than mine, many of them have more opportunities than I do to ride, race and be coached, and most of them could be my daughters, so I need to stop comparing myself to them and just live my own dream. (And please, for the love of all that is good my friends, don't try to tell me I should be riding Pro, because I am not at that level in my head or my heart or actually even my skills yet and it only makes me feel like shit when you say that.  I am a Cat 1 rider at best, please let me be happy there.  When I stand on the top steps of multiple podiums as a Cat 1 (or even Cat 2 at XC races), then you can start razzing me.)